Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Ten

A decade, Ten years, a lifetime.
That's my Sierra.
10 things about her (in no particular order).
10. She is a good friend. She invited two best friends to a movie Saturday. That is a hard thing to do when the friends don't know each other, but they all 3 were great friends by the end of the night.
9. She is a great student. Sierra has a keen mind, she loves to learn and is a voracious reader. Voracious in that she read a 7 book series in a weekend.
8. She is athletic. She likes things that make her move. She is an awesome soccer player and really came into her groove this fall putting goal after goal away.
7. She is musical. She loves to play the piano and I love to hear her practice. She is probably the best at my house in remembering to sit down and tickle the ivories.
6. She is creative. She loves to create. She learned how to weave at school and in an afternoon had a new weave on a home made loom.
5. She is brave. She will try almost anything. While she may seem quiet to some, she is fearless.
4. She is a good example. She works hard, is obedient & kind. She is a peacemaker...comes with the territory as a middle child I guess.
3. She is patient. She rolls with the curves and the waves that life's wind blows her way.
2. She is beautiful inside and out. When told about the opportunity to share her hair with someone that had none she never looked back.
1. She is a very important part of her family and we love her very much.
HAPPY 10th Sierra!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
So many things...
I still think about writing on my blog....but it just seems so foreign, so not natural so I'm going to sound disjointed and messed up like I feel. Except I'm not feeling totally messed up and disjointed like I used to but it's like I can't remember how to get in the flow. Come on blog blogginess get with it again. So once again a list for you.
Things on or around my mind.
1. I want to institute Google day at my house. I learned last week that they give their engineers one day a week to work on ANY project of their choice. These projects do not need to entail anything to do with the internet, search engines, phones, operating systems or what not. Really any project they way even farming the ocean. Why would they do this? Creative juices baby. IT so happens though, that many of their great ideas were once 'personal projects'. We NEED a Google day at least once a month around here. I feel like my juices are drying up.
2. YW Excellence program was...really excellent. I was really touched be Emily's program tonight. Those young women in our ward are really beautiful...and not just good looking though they are, but beautiful inside and out. I had a glimpse of their 'divine nature' tonight. So cliche but so true and right.
3. High school progress...is well progressing, I am still working on possibilities. It does excite me.
4. Stress about business. Why is it so slow? And I'm hoping in a month I'll be asking...why did I worry about it being so slow? I should have got everything DONE while I could.
5. I am proceeding to getting the everything done deal done.
6. As such I am about 65% done with Christmas.
7. YEAH!
8. Also I'm going to out Brenda and let the whole world know that the girl that hates to shop has ALREADY started Christmas shopping. I'm proud of you Brenda. :)
9. I was reading the Personal Progress book...as a Mom I can do the projects and get my medallion...which I never finished as a girl so I should, but dang, it's harder now AND I still get the twisted up knot stress feeling in my stomach when I read it the same as when I was a young woman.
10. I LOVE the time change. My kids have been up and ready for school on time for TWO count 'em TWO days in a row now. :)
11. Little things make me happy.
12. GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS colors around right now. White snow on the mountain with beautiful yellow leafed trees lining the roads, deep reds and still green grass. Pink clouds in the sky and brilliant blue, clean air. What more could you ask for? YES this is why I love Utah.
13. I have a bundle of adorable pictures to post...but I haven't yet.
Thirteen...that's a good number I think I'll stick with that. :)
Things on or around my mind.
1. I want to institute Google day at my house. I learned last week that they give their engineers one day a week to work on ANY project of their choice. These projects do not need to entail anything to do with the internet, search engines, phones, operating systems or what not. Really any project they way even farming the ocean. Why would they do this? Creative juices baby. IT so happens though, that many of their great ideas were once 'personal projects'. We NEED a Google day at least once a month around here. I feel like my juices are drying up.
2. YW Excellence program was...really excellent. I was really touched be Emily's program tonight. Those young women in our ward are really beautiful...and not just good looking though they are, but beautiful inside and out. I had a glimpse of their 'divine nature' tonight. So cliche but so true and right.
3. High school progress...is well progressing, I am still working on possibilities. It does excite me.
4. Stress about business. Why is it so slow? And I'm hoping in a month I'll be asking...why did I worry about it being so slow? I should have got everything DONE while I could.
5. I am proceeding to getting the everything done deal done.
6. As such I am about 65% done with Christmas.
7. YEAH!
8. Also I'm going to out Brenda and let the whole world know that the girl that hates to shop has ALREADY started Christmas shopping. I'm proud of you Brenda. :)
9. I was reading the Personal Progress book...as a Mom I can do the projects and get my medallion...which I never finished as a girl so I should, but dang, it's harder now AND I still get the twisted up knot stress feeling in my stomach when I read it the same as when I was a young woman.
10. I LOVE the time change. My kids have been up and ready for school on time for TWO count 'em TWO days in a row now. :)
11. Little things make me happy.
12. GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS, GORGEOUS colors around right now. White snow on the mountain with beautiful yellow leafed trees lining the roads, deep reds and still green grass. Pink clouds in the sky and brilliant blue, clean air. What more could you ask for? YES this is why I love Utah.
13. I have a bundle of adorable pictures to post...but I haven't yet.
Thirteen...that's a good number I think I'll stick with that. :)
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Tim got a tattoo...
If you look REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY, REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY close it looks like the whole world. Who knew the lengths he would go to 'absorb' the lesson in social studies.
The school secretary/nurse/psychologist/counselor/surgeon/parent tamer said Tim was quite brave as the extraction of the largest piece of graphite she had ever seen embedded in a student's arm was performed. Sounded like she'd seen a few in her years. The school director even showed Tim his graphite tattoo. Does this make them tattoo buddies? I'm pretty sure that's not in the dress code.
Word to the wise...don't point your pencils up! (That goes for you Sam.)
The school secretary/nurse/psychologist/counselor/surgeon/parent tamer said Tim was quite brave as the extraction of the largest piece of graphite she had ever seen embedded in a student's arm was performed. Sounded like she'd seen a few in her years. The school director even showed Tim his graphite tattoo. Does this make them tattoo buddies? I'm pretty sure that's not in the dress code.
Word to the wise...don't point your pencils up! (That goes for you Sam.)
Monday, October 18, 2010
Things I love right now...
Morning light over the mountains. :)
Mod Podge...I know, I know what am I smoking. 1 RS meeting and I've turned into a Halloween Mod Podge Decoration Freak. It's fun.
Emily...and her amazing ability to be brave and fearless. She accompanied the YW with a song in Church yesterday and did FAB. Even though there was a paper mix up and a singing mixup she didn't miss a beat.
Knowing that all those years of piano lessons paid off.
Emily's piano teachers. Thanks Tara & Julie!
Tim's burst of drawing creativity. It's amazing to me that someone found that deep inside him and he's letting it out now.
Sierra's smile when she hears Mike talk about how awesome she was at soccer. She is rockin' it this year.
Savanna's love for Jessie. It's a symbol for me.
Ethan's funny comments daily. And wouldn't you know it that I can't think of any right now.
Mike's ability to really talk to his kids. It's a talent.
The joy I feel when I 'LOVE' a picture I took. It's emotional.
The Hymn How Firm A Foundation. It's prophetic.
My Sunday School lessons. Yesterday, I think the only one that really enjoyed my lesson was the other teacher that also prepared the same lesson. We both knew it was a good one.
Self-Discovery It's a time of change. I'm not sure where the change is leading, but I feel good about exploring the opportunities.
Fall Could we have a more beautiful fall? I think not.
Crock Pot Chicken Tacos. Yum.
Salads with dried cranberries on top. YUM.
That's not all...but that's enough.
Mod Podge...I know, I know what am I smoking. 1 RS meeting and I've turned into a Halloween Mod Podge Decoration Freak. It's fun.
Emily...and her amazing ability to be brave and fearless. She accompanied the YW with a song in Church yesterday and did FAB. Even though there was a paper mix up and a singing mixup she didn't miss a beat.
Knowing that all those years of piano lessons paid off.
Emily's piano teachers. Thanks Tara & Julie!
Tim's burst of drawing creativity. It's amazing to me that someone found that deep inside him and he's letting it out now.
Sierra's smile when she hears Mike talk about how awesome she was at soccer. She is rockin' it this year.
Savanna's love for Jessie. It's a symbol for me.
Ethan's funny comments daily. And wouldn't you know it that I can't think of any right now.
Mike's ability to really talk to his kids. It's a talent.
The joy I feel when I 'LOVE' a picture I took. It's emotional.
The Hymn How Firm A Foundation. It's prophetic.
My Sunday School lessons. Yesterday, I think the only one that really enjoyed my lesson was the other teacher that also prepared the same lesson. We both knew it was a good one.
Self-Discovery It's a time of change. I'm not sure where the change is leading, but I feel good about exploring the opportunities.
Fall Could we have a more beautiful fall? I think not.
Crock Pot Chicken Tacos. Yum.
Salads with dried cranberries on top. YUM.
That's not all...but that's enough.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Random
- Angel Soft tissue is NOT angel soft. Unless Angels are a great deal scratchier then I imagined.
- Random Picture
--Kennecott Copper Mine from the window of the airplane - The Help was one of those books that makes you think. Anyone read it? I want to discuss. I so don't live in the south.
- Early morning seminary IS a good thing. I've been able to read my scriptures 4 days a week after Emily leaves.
- Sometimes I'm brilliant (strange that it's on the who cares things but anywho) I hired Sierra to be Savanna's personal piano assistant. Savanna has to have someone sit with while she practices due to the method of piano she's taking and Sierra gets paid. Win Win Win.
- This was my favorite line from last night:
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. (Mother Teresa)
- Random picture
Tim Pogo Sticking in Manila - Savanna was filling out a list of 10 books she had read for school. The space given to write the titles was very tiny. So she asked me if I could find her some books with short titles. She's a thinker
- High School planning going well always in motion always changing. That's good.
- Photo intern going well.
- Having time to get everything done--not going so well.
- I'm not complaining as I knew this would be the case.
- Sleeping in this morning--welcome
- Random picture
Flying the kite
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Crap is it Fall already?
Seriously I think it was January last week wasn't it? Someone is seriously messing with my time line this year.
Not that I don't love fall. I do. And I think that September has been just about a perfect month, weather wise, this year. In honor of Brenda, I {heart} it.
And really this month has been pretty good if not entirely exhausting.
*We made a trip to Manila. Watched fireworks over the gorge. {Gorgeous!} Ha ha ha I kill myself.


*Paid $15 dollars to park in a dirt patch with a few weeds and a fire ring to roast hot dogs and 'snores' I {heart} snores. And drink the nastiest lemonade I have ever had in my entire life. Newman's Own Lemonade...nasty, nasty, nasty. I think i need to go swig something. Yuck.
*Oh yeah, and I did I mention my trip to Orlando? It was like a dream. Way to quick. Much needed laughing therapy. And a lot of fun to boot.

The fire truck that visited after our 'wake up' call fire alarm the first morning we were there. Later we found the large stack of singed toast that started it all

Pictures from Kennedy Space Center. So glad I got to visit there. :)

Palm trees for Emily

The nutso Dragon Challenge ride at Universal. I just watched.

Hagrid's Hut @Universal Harry Potter experience.

Honeydukes Candy Shop Yum!
Hogsmeade
Yeah, this month has been good. Bring on Fall.
Not that I don't love fall. I do. And I think that September has been just about a perfect month, weather wise, this year. In honor of Brenda, I {heart} it.
And really this month has been pretty good if not entirely exhausting.
*We made a trip to Manila. Watched fireworks over the gorge. {Gorgeous!} Ha ha ha I kill myself.



*Paid $15 dollars to park in a dirt patch with a few weeds and a fire ring to roast hot dogs and 'snores' I {heart} snores. And drink the nastiest lemonade I have ever had in my entire life. Newman's Own Lemonade...nasty, nasty, nasty. I think i need to go swig something. Yuck.
*Oh yeah, and I did I mention my trip to Orlando? It was like a dream. Way to quick. Much needed laughing therapy. And a lot of fun to boot.

The fire truck that visited after our 'wake up' call fire alarm the first morning we were there. Later we found the large stack of singed toast that started it all

Pictures from Kennedy Space Center. So glad I got to visit there. :)


Palm trees for Emily

The nutso Dragon Challenge ride at Universal. I just watched.

Hagrid's Hut @Universal Harry Potter experience.

Honeydukes Candy Shop Yum!
HogsmeadeYeah, this month has been good. Bring on Fall.
More Ethan
We were driving home from a primary activity where Ethan had handily eaten way more cookies than he needed to when he piped up with, "Can I have a cookie when I get home?" I answer "no" He proceeds to whine. I answer, "Ethan, don't whine at me" And the great skilled debater begins:
"Mom, just think if you were the short one and I was the tall one and I said you couldn't have a cookie. THEN how would you feel?"
So I answer, "Ethan just think of when you are the Dad and your kid wants to only eat cookies and you know that many cookies is not good for the tummy and it won't make them healthy. THEN how would you feel?"
"I would feel FINE!" he declares with all the finality and obvious great debating skills he can muster.
I retire to another place so I can laugh in private.
"Mom, just think if you were the short one and I was the tall one and I said you couldn't have a cookie. THEN how would you feel?"
So I answer, "Ethan just think of when you are the Dad and your kid wants to only eat cookies and you know that many cookies is not good for the tummy and it won't make them healthy. THEN how would you feel?"
"I would feel FINE!" he declares with all the finality and obvious great debating skills he can muster.
I retire to another place so I can laugh in private.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
My stint as a high school planner
I alluded to a new project I was taking on being on the committee to start a new high school as an extension of the charter school my kids go to school at now. I am very excited about this as anyone who knows me, knows I like to talk educational philosophy with anyone/everyone (sorry mr Schwan man) Anyway, our school is an Expeditionary Learning school. What this means is that the educational subjects are tied together to go in depth on one topic. EL also has a strong 'hands on' component. (Last year my kids went on probably 10+ field works each.) Also, things like revising, rewriting, editing until a project is the best it can be is a quality of EL projects. Through the in-depth discovery of a subject, students are required to create a quality product/project of some sort that demonstrates their mastery of the subject.
As you can see, there is no elevator answer to what EL is. It's complicated, but I love the idea, and have been happy to see my kids delve into it. (Granted our school has a long way to go till we meet the ideals, but we are only 2 years old. It is emerging.)
Anywho, I submitted a first draft of a school schedule and have subsequently scrapped almost all of it. Here is my second draft. I would love feedback from an non-insider point of view. LEt me know if something doesn't make sense, some of what I said is based on previous knowledge of those on my committee. :)
And yes, It's long...so if you do give me feedback... THANKS a hundred times.
p.s. I'm a little scared to post this as I know there are real live actual teachers out there that read my blog (well would if I ever posted). But I'm tough let me have it...I may have missed some important things as I'm just a mom with no education learning but my own. But, if you don't tell me, who will???
EL High School Concept 2nd Draft:
I guess I’m the kind of person that needs to see what a day will look like from the kid’s point of view. In that light, I have taken what Lloyd was saying about the schedule being expedition driven (and credits being expedition driven as well), and what Scott was saying about his preference for trimesters & crew times and for our stated desire for such things as band, released time, AP classes, community involvement, rigorous schedule right now, but I think we at least need an idea of what it would look like to make sure it would be viable. Let me know what you think.
Time Daily Schedule
8:00-8:30 AM CREW
8:35-9:20 AM Mini Class
9:25-10:10 AM Mini Class
10:15- 3:00 PM Expedition
30 minute lunch
at some point in
there as well as
a 10-15 minute
afternoon break
Mini classes would be 45 minutes long and include Band, (BN) Released Time, (RT) Foreign Language (FL)—(no one has said yeah or nay as far if that should be something we include) and Independent Study (IS). Mini class teachers would be encouraged to find ways to enrich the expeditions that are being taught either through music or in some other way.
The IS class could be a ‘study hall’ hour for those that are struggling in a subject. Or it could be used as an IS AP class for those that would like to take college level courses. I did some investigating and I ‘think’ these classes could be online, unless of course we had enough interest to have a teacher for a class. This way, we could still have a strong band program and seminary during school could be an option as well.
During expedition time, classes would have access to the teachers they need to fulfill the credits for the expedition. As in Lloyd’s example the expedition would provide the instruction for certain credits. My proposal would be to have 9/10 ‘lock stepped’ with a rotating schedule. Meaning one year an expedition would meet the core standards for 9th grade and the next they would meet core standards for 10th grade. 11/12 would also be ‘lock stepped’ with a similar rotation with one exception that I will explain later.
In a trimester system we could have 3 ‘mesters’ (what do you call that anyway? It’s like calling the plural of Moose Meece.) Each section would be 11 weeks long and we could have 15 intensive days split between 3 or 4 intensive periods. I’m not sure what the magic number of intensives are or how long they should last, but I would want to make sure that an expedition period had a significant amount of time to produce a quality product. Whatever that may be.
This system would allow students to take 3 expeditions per year. I propose that we have a general name for those expeditions then a specific direction could be chosen by the group of teachers teaching it. For example:
In 9/10th grade One year you would have expeditions as follows: Biology/Geography A ; Biology Geography B; & Life Skills. The next year the expeditions would be Earth Systems/U.S. History A; Earth Systems/U.S History B; & Life Skills. 11/12th grade expeditions would be Chemistry/World Civilizations A; Chemistry/World Civilizations B; & Life Skills and the next year Physics/? U.S History II A; Physics/? U.S History II B; & Life Skills (specific combinations could be debated—these are just an example)
The ‘core’ expeditions would be chosen based on the core curriculum that needed to be taught for Biology & say Geography. English topics can be fit in with any expedition and math would be tweaked to work with whatever expedition was running. Because of needing more than one section per core expedition to teach all the students (based on a 300 student population). Students would be placed in the expedition according to their math class needs. For example you could have 2 sections of Earth Systems/U.S. History with one teaching Algebra 1 and one teaching Geometry. Each expedition would allow students to earn credits in (at the minimum) the 4 core subjects (math, science, history, language arts.) BUT, depending on the expedition, other credits might be earned as well. For example an expedition on Earth Systems/U.S. History might have an art component that could teach sculpture or painting or what not and earn fine arts credit.
The Life Skills expeditions would focus on the ‘other’ than core classes that are required. I would suggest 4 basic Life Skills expeditions that each student would need to take. These expeditions would not need to be locked and students from 9-12 grade could choose what year they took them. Some suggestions for these electives might be:
Healthy Lifestyles: Students could have an expedition that created experiences where they learned what they needed for Health, P.E., Financial Literacy, perhaps anatomy etc.
I would suggest these for general topics for the Life Skills expeditions:
Health—with credit opportunities as shown above.
Government—to make sure we can include our strong patriotism component
Applied Technology—to make sure all state required electives in this area are covered
Community—to give students the option of doing internships with community businesses or attending OWATC or even Weber State (not sure if schedules would match..but a possibility) . It would be an expedition that would be very student driven, likely with a mentor/teacher to guide them. Definitely a writing/presentation component would be an integral part of this expedition.
I would allow students to do these in any order they want with possibly the exception of the Community expedition being saved for the senior year.
I know we can’t be everything and do everything, but I think a schedule similar to this would allow us to keep many of the things that we deemed important.
The downsides that I see right away are:
1. Instructional time is down quite a bit from a semester system. In traditional schools that use trimesters students only take core subjects for two trimesters. If you took math first and second trimesters one year and then had it second and third trimesters the next that would be a HUGE gap of time for kids to forget what they learned.
2. Students staying in the same classroom and having the teachers move. Good for saving space, but could be boring for students to stay in the same place for so long. And, if they have no friends in their class or someone that really bugs them, it could make for a long day. I think physical breaks would need to be scheduled in to get the kid’s blood moving so their brains just don’t shut down.
3. There are more natural breaks for intensives. This could be good or bad, bad if you wanted an extensive intensive at the beginning and at each break as it might cut into expedition time and we want to make sure they have enough time to create quality work.
4. This type of schedule may not allow for weekly ‘P.E.’ time but I think that physical activity should be incorporated into the expeditions anyway. And, all ‘required’ credits for p.e. could be earned by taking the Health expedition. (I hope!)
Upsides:
1. Students though locked into grade level expeditions will still have flexibility to ‘go as fast’ as they want in subjects like math. If a specific expedition didn’t offer the math level a student ‘needed’ then they could take an IS period with a math teacher. (likely online/tutoring occurring here) They could then just opt out of the math credit given during expedition time. We can still offer students the ‘fast track’ to college as well as the integrated learning experience that will help them once they are there.
2. 3 expeditions per year so the kids don’t get bored. One complaint my kids have is that the expeditions now are ‘too long’.
3. Flexibility in scheduling teachers. If you have a set of teachers that are teaching at least 2 sections of an expedition, they could coordinate to have an extra long science day one day and an extra long LA day another. No need for a set apart ‘field work’ time.
4. Grand topic of expedition is based on the needed core curriculum, but teachers could find specific topic then teach it again in 2 years or find a different angle.
5. Mini classes & IS would allow students transferring in to take classes they might have missed because of not starting @ ninth grade.
6. IS would help make sure kids did not fall through the cracks and get lost in the shuffle. If they are struggling they can get one on one attention (for at least part of a class period) Also it would allow kids to not be held back when they want to excel. Kids could take up to 2 AP classes per year if desired online with a teacher mentor.
7. While ‘instruction time’ might be down over a semester system. If we had required ‘core’ expeditions every year, then kids would get MORE required core time over 4 years then they would in a traditional high school that does not require 4 years of math.
Seat time: Approximately 4 hrs & 45 minutes set aside for expedition. (Approximately 45 minutes of that set aside for lunch and breaks) If you go on 4 hours for the ‘class’ and you just count the 4 cores that are being taught you would have approximately 55 instructional hours per ½ credit of core class. 41.25 instructional hours per mini class per half credit.
Based on 300 students in the school, Each trimester, 200 students would be in the core expeditions ( this would mean you would have 2 sections per grade for core expeditions.) And, 100 students in the Life Skills expedition per trimester, meaning you would need 1 Life Skills expedition per grade.)
Each teacher would likely be teaching 4 ‘periods’ per expedition time period. 2 periods of Core expedition and 2 periods of Life Skills expedition—especially, in the case of the English teachers, though math teachers might have 3 periods during expedition and also teach IS during mini time. Not sure exactly how a master plan might look yet. But I think there would be built in prep time for all the teachers.
Grading/completion of a credit would be based on state core benchmarks from the point of view of the expedition. So…have I lost you yet? Let me know what you think. Ask questions if you don’t get what I am saying. It is late and I have been thinking about this pretty much non-stop since yesterday so I could be off in the head. Also, I will be out of town next week and likely won’t see my emails from Monday-Friday, so if I don’t answer right away that is why.
As you can see, there is no elevator answer to what EL is. It's complicated, but I love the idea, and have been happy to see my kids delve into it. (Granted our school has a long way to go till we meet the ideals, but we are only 2 years old. It is emerging.)
Anywho, I submitted a first draft of a school schedule and have subsequently scrapped almost all of it. Here is my second draft. I would love feedback from an non-insider point of view. LEt me know if something doesn't make sense, some of what I said is based on previous knowledge of those on my committee. :)
And yes, It's long...so if you do give me feedback... THANKS a hundred times.
p.s. I'm a little scared to post this as I know there are real live actual teachers out there that read my blog (well would if I ever posted). But I'm tough let me have it...I may have missed some important things as I'm just a mom with no education learning but my own. But, if you don't tell me, who will???
EL High School Concept 2nd Draft:
I guess I’m the kind of person that needs to see what a day will look like from the kid’s point of view. In that light, I have taken what Lloyd was saying about the schedule being expedition driven (and credits being expedition driven as well), and what Scott was saying about his preference for trimesters & crew times and for our stated desire for such things as band, released time, AP classes, community involvement, rigorous schedule right now, but I think we at least need an idea of what it would look like to make sure it would be viable. Let me know what you think.
Time Daily Schedule
8:00-8:30 AM CREW
8:35-9:20 AM Mini Class
9:25-10:10 AM Mini Class
10:15- 3:00 PM Expedition
30 minute lunch
at some point in
there as well as
a 10-15 minute
afternoon break
Mini classes would be 45 minutes long and include Band, (BN) Released Time, (RT) Foreign Language (FL)—(no one has said yeah or nay as far if that should be something we include) and Independent Study (IS). Mini class teachers would be encouraged to find ways to enrich the expeditions that are being taught either through music or in some other way.
The IS class could be a ‘study hall’ hour for those that are struggling in a subject. Or it could be used as an IS AP class for those that would like to take college level courses. I did some investigating and I ‘think’ these classes could be online, unless of course we had enough interest to have a teacher for a class. This way, we could still have a strong band program and seminary during school could be an option as well.
During expedition time, classes would have access to the teachers they need to fulfill the credits for the expedition. As in Lloyd’s example the expedition would provide the instruction for certain credits. My proposal would be to have 9/10 ‘lock stepped’ with a rotating schedule. Meaning one year an expedition would meet the core standards for 9th grade and the next they would meet core standards for 10th grade. 11/12 would also be ‘lock stepped’ with a similar rotation with one exception that I will explain later.
In a trimester system we could have 3 ‘mesters’ (what do you call that anyway? It’s like calling the plural of Moose Meece.) Each section would be 11 weeks long and we could have 15 intensive days split between 3 or 4 intensive periods. I’m not sure what the magic number of intensives are or how long they should last, but I would want to make sure that an expedition period had a significant amount of time to produce a quality product. Whatever that may be.
This system would allow students to take 3 expeditions per year. I propose that we have a general name for those expeditions then a specific direction could be chosen by the group of teachers teaching it. For example:
In 9/10th grade One year you would have expeditions as follows: Biology/Geography A ; Biology Geography B; & Life Skills. The next year the expeditions would be Earth Systems/U.S. History A; Earth Systems/U.S History B; & Life Skills. 11/12th grade expeditions would be Chemistry/World Civilizations A; Chemistry/World Civilizations B; & Life Skills and the next year Physics/? U.S History II A; Physics/? U.S History II B; & Life Skills (specific combinations could be debated—these are just an example)
The ‘core’ expeditions would be chosen based on the core curriculum that needed to be taught for Biology & say Geography. English topics can be fit in with any expedition and math would be tweaked to work with whatever expedition was running. Because of needing more than one section per core expedition to teach all the students (based on a 300 student population). Students would be placed in the expedition according to their math class needs. For example you could have 2 sections of Earth Systems/U.S. History with one teaching Algebra 1 and one teaching Geometry. Each expedition would allow students to earn credits in (at the minimum) the 4 core subjects (math, science, history, language arts.) BUT, depending on the expedition, other credits might be earned as well. For example an expedition on Earth Systems/U.S. History might have an art component that could teach sculpture or painting or what not and earn fine arts credit.
The Life Skills expeditions would focus on the ‘other’ than core classes that are required. I would suggest 4 basic Life Skills expeditions that each student would need to take. These expeditions would not need to be locked and students from 9-12 grade could choose what year they took them. Some suggestions for these electives might be:
Healthy Lifestyles: Students could have an expedition that created experiences where they learned what they needed for Health, P.E., Financial Literacy, perhaps anatomy etc.
I would suggest these for general topics for the Life Skills expeditions:
Health—with credit opportunities as shown above.
Government—to make sure we can include our strong patriotism component
Applied Technology—to make sure all state required electives in this area are covered
Community—to give students the option of doing internships with community businesses or attending OWATC or even Weber State (not sure if schedules would match..but a possibility) . It would be an expedition that would be very student driven, likely with a mentor/teacher to guide them. Definitely a writing/presentation component would be an integral part of this expedition.
I would allow students to do these in any order they want with possibly the exception of the Community expedition being saved for the senior year.
I know we can’t be everything and do everything, but I think a schedule similar to this would allow us to keep many of the things that we deemed important.
The downsides that I see right away are:
1. Instructional time is down quite a bit from a semester system. In traditional schools that use trimesters students only take core subjects for two trimesters. If you took math first and second trimesters one year and then had it second and third trimesters the next that would be a HUGE gap of time for kids to forget what they learned.
2. Students staying in the same classroom and having the teachers move. Good for saving space, but could be boring for students to stay in the same place for so long. And, if they have no friends in their class or someone that really bugs them, it could make for a long day. I think physical breaks would need to be scheduled in to get the kid’s blood moving so their brains just don’t shut down.
3. There are more natural breaks for intensives. This could be good or bad, bad if you wanted an extensive intensive at the beginning and at each break as it might cut into expedition time and we want to make sure they have enough time to create quality work.
4. This type of schedule may not allow for weekly ‘P.E.’ time but I think that physical activity should be incorporated into the expeditions anyway. And, all ‘required’ credits for p.e. could be earned by taking the Health expedition. (I hope!)
Upsides:
1. Students though locked into grade level expeditions will still have flexibility to ‘go as fast’ as they want in subjects like math. If a specific expedition didn’t offer the math level a student ‘needed’ then they could take an IS period with a math teacher. (likely online/tutoring occurring here) They could then just opt out of the math credit given during expedition time. We can still offer students the ‘fast track’ to college as well as the integrated learning experience that will help them once they are there.
2. 3 expeditions per year so the kids don’t get bored. One complaint my kids have is that the expeditions now are ‘too long’.
3. Flexibility in scheduling teachers. If you have a set of teachers that are teaching at least 2 sections of an expedition, they could coordinate to have an extra long science day one day and an extra long LA day another. No need for a set apart ‘field work’ time.
4. Grand topic of expedition is based on the needed core curriculum, but teachers could find specific topic then teach it again in 2 years or find a different angle.
5. Mini classes & IS would allow students transferring in to take classes they might have missed because of not starting @ ninth grade.
6. IS would help make sure kids did not fall through the cracks and get lost in the shuffle. If they are struggling they can get one on one attention (for at least part of a class period) Also it would allow kids to not be held back when they want to excel. Kids could take up to 2 AP classes per year if desired online with a teacher mentor.
7. While ‘instruction time’ might be down over a semester system. If we had required ‘core’ expeditions every year, then kids would get MORE required core time over 4 years then they would in a traditional high school that does not require 4 years of math.
Seat time: Approximately 4 hrs & 45 minutes set aside for expedition. (Approximately 45 minutes of that set aside for lunch and breaks) If you go on 4 hours for the ‘class’ and you just count the 4 cores that are being taught you would have approximately 55 instructional hours per ½ credit of core class. 41.25 instructional hours per mini class per half credit.
Based on 300 students in the school, Each trimester, 200 students would be in the core expeditions ( this would mean you would have 2 sections per grade for core expeditions.) And, 100 students in the Life Skills expedition per trimester, meaning you would need 1 Life Skills expedition per grade.)
Each teacher would likely be teaching 4 ‘periods’ per expedition time period. 2 periods of Core expedition and 2 periods of Life Skills expedition—especially, in the case of the English teachers, though math teachers might have 3 periods during expedition and also teach IS during mini time. Not sure exactly how a master plan might look yet. But I think there would be built in prep time for all the teachers.
Grading/completion of a credit would be based on state core benchmarks from the point of view of the expedition. So…have I lost you yet? Let me know what you think. Ask questions if you don’t get what I am saying. It is late and I have been thinking about this pretty much non-stop since yesterday so I could be off in the head. Also, I will be out of town next week and likely won’t see my emails from Monday-Friday, so if I don’t answer right away that is why.
Friday, September 10, 2010
4 Months
FOUR MONTHS and I still can't find my car in a parking lot.
Question of the day: HOW STUPID DOES KATHRYN LOOK WHEN SHE TRIES TO FIND HER CAR IN A PARKING LOT?
Answer: Very.
Don't ever buy a silver van with a dent in the back. There are 10 billion cars out there exactly like it.
Question of the day: HOW STUPID DOES KATHRYN LOOK WHEN SHE TRIES TO FIND HER CAR IN A PARKING LOT?
Answer: Very.
Don't ever buy a silver van with a dent in the back. There are 10 billion cars out there exactly like it.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Really I shouldn't get backed up like this.
I only have a FEW things to say.
- I have begun 2 new projects.
- First I am doing an internship at a photography studio. It is for a guy in my ward, he is teaching me studio lighting in exchange for putting some time in at the 'front desk' and helping with marketing strategies.
- Second, I am now on a committee to help design a new high school. This would extend the charter school my kids go to from K-9 all the way to graduation. Wow...what a daunting task, but something I thought so worthwhile I couldn't say no.
- I had both opportunities come up at the same time. A time when I thought, Hmmm I really should simplify.
- I am not simplifying.
- I just finished up an online photography workshop. It was a lot of fun and I learned a lot.
- I really like photography
- I finally feel like I am making some progress.
- Yeah.
- Yes Photography is my release from more serious concerns.
- Summer went to fast for me. {Sorry Brenda}
- I don't want to wake up early.
- Emily is taking early morning seminary this year.
- I will be waking up early.
- As in really really early. But at least I don't have to get dressed...right away.
- I might like waking up early. We will see.
- I took Emily and 2 of her friends to see Pirates of Penzance at the Hale Centre Theatre.
- Yes they spell it that way.
- We had tons of fun.
- The play was written in 1879
- I mean I knew it was old but wow that's old.
- There is a lot of silliness in that show, but I think Johnny Depp would fit right in.
- Back to school night happened
- and I wasn't there
- {I was at the play...remember?}
- Anyway, Mike did a fantastic job being the parent on duty.
- Yeah
- My kids started school today.
- Everyone came home happy.
- Lesson learned--when all the kids get in the car after school on the first day they all want to tell you something.
- You may have 2 ears but they don't work independently.
- If you make a teenager wait to long to talk, they won't talk.
- Bummer.
- Ethan missed his girlz and boyz.
- Ethan is my little buddy though. So glad I have one more year with him
- Speaking of, I want this to be a bucket list year of sorts. If you could have that last year before Kindergarten back, what would you do with it?
- A few days ago we were at Walmart in the checkout line. Savanna was touching the candy when Ethan very authoratively stuck out his arm and announced. "We DON'T look with our hands! {pause} We look with our FEET."
- I'm glad I don't look with my feet.
- Ethan has said so many funny things this summer and I have recorded next to none of them. :( I commit to do better.
- I have a brand new product that I could totally be on an infomercial for.
- It is a Eureka 313 Steam Mop.
- I love it.
- I mean really, really, really love it.
- If you have seen my house you know that half the downstairs is vinyl flooring.
- I don't love that
- BUT, I am loving it more now that I can steam it clean.
- I mean really, really clean
- I looked at all the reviews and this one came out on top for performance and price.
- I love it when that happens.
- So don't get a Shark, get a Eureka.
- You'll probably have to buy online, I couldn't find any in stores.
- It's worth it.
- I might not be embarrassed about my kitchen floor now when you come to see my painted wall.
- Yeah THAT wall, the one that still has no pictures on it.
- Oh well, one picture. It's a silhouette of Sierra flying a kite on the beach in CA.
- I {heart} it.
- Plus it won a blue ribbon in the county fair.
- Yeah.
- Savanna got tubes in her ears on Monday.
- I thought, great, I can finally get some reading done.
- Nope, the doctor took her away at 9:04 and they came out to debrief me at 9:17. I 'guess' this makes up for the extra hour + that the same doctor took on Mike's sinuses.
- Maybe.
- We didn't get everything done that was on our bucket list this summer.
- I'm ok with that.
- At least we had a list.
- Tim is starting out strong in the organization department.
- Maybe all he needs is structure to organize with.
- He even leant out a pencil today.
- Yeah.
- Oh, just so you know. There is NO joy is school shopping when your kids have to wear uniforms. Believe NONE, NADA, ZILCH.
- Just believe me.
- I like online school shopping when it comes to uniforms.
- Oh yes I do.
- I am looking forward to bedtime really being at 8:30.
- Yep that is certainly a good thing.
- IF you are taking a group picture of your kids on the first day of school. You can depend on the younger ones being very cooperative and cute. Not so much with the older ones. They asked for it.

- Don't tell anyone, but I have a trip planned for Orlando in the middle of September.
- Yeah I'm excited.
- Mike has a conference and I am tagging a long.
- Yes I will miss my kids.
- A Lot
- I think I'll be fine once I hit the freeway though.
- Construction.
- I hate it.
- I think it will be a very long year as they tear apart and totally rebuild the road in front of the school.
- I think I will be happy next year though.
- Pretty sure.
- I hope I don't forget to go pick up the kids.
- Now that I can't carpool, I may think I've done my turn.
- Have you ever been emotionally tired?
- I am.
- I wonder how you get your emotional health back on track.
- I get to teach Sunday School this week.
- I wonder what kind of lesson I need this week.
- It is truly amazing how many things you can learn from the Old Testamant.
- Last lesson we learned about the Syrians spreading propoganda. Yep right there in the old Bible. I thought that was cool. well, unless of course you are the one getting propogandaized.
- I'm pretty sure propogandaized is not a word.
- Too bad.
- Well now that I've exploded all over blog land, here's a towel to help mop up.
- Bye!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Change your information
My friend used this phrase with me, "change your information". I thought it profound.
How many times have we been SURE of something. Dead rock solid. Then found out one tiny detail that Changed Our Information.
Now understandably, if all the information is not there it is sometimes easy to think you have it all. But I think we need in all occasions to assume rather than we have all the necessary information that we are likely missing important information.
I think back to the speech I heard Rudy Giuliani give back in June. His speech was based around leadership. He said to be a good leader you needed to do a few things.
First: Read--Voraciously. The newspaper, books, magazines, Internet etc. etc.
Second: Process what you read. Examine, Intellectualize, understand.
Third: Take a stand and be able to defend it.
Fourth: Bring in someone that disagrees and has a differing viewpoint. Then debate it. You may change your mind (that's ok) or it will solidify further the points you believe in.
While he was talking about leadership, I think the ideas transfer here as well. We all need information and we need to make sure we aren't just getting it from our happy, feel good sources. Sometimes details we NEED to know, can only come from contrary sources.
We don't need to get mad about that information, we need to use it...productively.
And, IF we want someone to change their information about us. They need to be privy to that information.
Communication is key. Open-mindedness is good. Listening is grand. Understanding is golden. Patience is a virtue. Standing for something is a necessity.
Please remind me I wrote this from time to time...ok? :)
How many times have we been SURE of something. Dead rock solid. Then found out one tiny detail that Changed Our Information.
Now understandably, if all the information is not there it is sometimes easy to think you have it all. But I think we need in all occasions to assume rather than we have all the necessary information that we are likely missing important information.
I think back to the speech I heard Rudy Giuliani give back in June. His speech was based around leadership. He said to be a good leader you needed to do a few things.
First: Read--Voraciously. The newspaper, books, magazines, Internet etc. etc.
Second: Process what you read. Examine, Intellectualize, understand.
Third: Take a stand and be able to defend it.
Fourth: Bring in someone that disagrees and has a differing viewpoint. Then debate it. You may change your mind (that's ok) or it will solidify further the points you believe in.
While he was talking about leadership, I think the ideas transfer here as well. We all need information and we need to make sure we aren't just getting it from our happy, feel good sources. Sometimes details we NEED to know, can only come from contrary sources.
We don't need to get mad about that information, we need to use it...productively.
And, IF we want someone to change their information about us. They need to be privy to that information.
Communication is key. Open-mindedness is good. Listening is grand. Understanding is golden. Patience is a virtue. Standing for something is a necessity.
Please remind me I wrote this from time to time...ok? :)
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
16 Random things for 16 Random years...
{For Mike} Do you remember...
The first time we went grocery shopping together after we got married? I asked 1 or 2 GALLONS of milk you about died and thought 1/2 gallon would be MORE than sufficient. I got 1 gallon and had to go back to the store in 2 days.
The red roses you gave me on our first anniversary? I'm sure you remember my peanut butter & jelly cracker breath.
How much I loved watching you give Emily a bath...and how nice it was when we figured out she hated the lotion afterwards.
Working everyday on the house thinking we would never make it? But, luckily, when I was done you were not and vice versa. Glad things work that way.
The {very} hard times...but how we stuck together and were stronger for it?
The trip to Victoria? I want to go again.
How weird it was to finally get to sit with your family in sacrament meeting? Kids are wild...but then again, you know about satellite feeds and little hands.
Wondering what we were going to do just a few days before Christmas when Iomega gave you your 'gift'? And the next three years of very lean times.
Working hard together to start a business though we were somewhat clueless about kitchen equipment.
Your best birthday present ever?
The feeling of having a steady paycheck once more?
The fun we have putting up the Christmas decorations each year and not being able to remember that 'one' year with the grass seed.
That crazy lady that yelled at me for having baby #5? I loved your response.
The completeness we felt when all our family was here.
That insane bike ride we took in the mountains? We should do that again.
The many times you have comforted my tears and celebrated my (our) successes.
Thanks for 16 great years...you are my best friend and my rock, and I love you.
The first time we went grocery shopping together after we got married? I asked 1 or 2 GALLONS of milk you about died and thought 1/2 gallon would be MORE than sufficient. I got 1 gallon and had to go back to the store in 2 days.
The red roses you gave me on our first anniversary? I'm sure you remember my peanut butter & jelly cracker breath.
How much I loved watching you give Emily a bath...and how nice it was when we figured out she hated the lotion afterwards.
Working everyday on the house thinking we would never make it? But, luckily, when I was done you were not and vice versa. Glad things work that way.
The {very} hard times...but how we stuck together and were stronger for it?
The trip to Victoria? I want to go again.
How weird it was to finally get to sit with your family in sacrament meeting? Kids are wild...but then again, you know about satellite feeds and little hands.
Wondering what we were going to do just a few days before Christmas when Iomega gave you your 'gift'? And the next three years of very lean times.
Working hard together to start a business though we were somewhat clueless about kitchen equipment.
Your best birthday present ever?
The feeling of having a steady paycheck once more?
The fun we have putting up the Christmas decorations each year and not being able to remember that 'one' year with the grass seed.
That crazy lady that yelled at me for having baby #5? I loved your response.
The completeness we felt when all our family was here.
That insane bike ride we took in the mountains? We should do that again.
The many times you have comforted my tears and celebrated my (our) successes.
Thanks for 16 great years...you are my best friend and my rock, and I love you.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Light and Airy
Friday, July 2, 2010
Family Awards
My kids like to ask me questions like...
Who is the best at...
And, who was the worst at...
The best sleeper as a Baby goes to SAVANNA closely followed by Ethan, then a tie with Emily and Tim and by far the worst Sierra.
The best puker goes to SIERRA. She lives on the top bunk but you can still count on her to make it to the bathroom. The worst--Tim...he knows why and so do the stairs.
The best eater goes to SAVANNA, I mean really when you have to say, 'No more broccoli until you eat your hot dog' it's a dead give away. The worst would definitely have gone to Emily as a toddler--the only food groups acceptable at that age was yogurt, milk, cheese and peaches. Thankfully, she's grown out of that.
The most creative come-backs goes to SIERRA. She regularly pulls a one-liner to put her older teasing brother or sister back in line. She can definitely hold her own.
The most dependable would go to EMILY. She only has to be told ONCE for jobs (usually) and creates the best times for her brothers and sisters. She would say that's boring. But I think it's cool in a fun happy way.
The most dramatic would also go to EMILY as well. I don't think it necessarily has to do with her short life in theater as an orphan in Annie or the Snake in Jungle Book, but it might be.
The kid that learned the most and got the worst grade would be TIM. Though his grade was barely registered (2 on a scale of 0-10) the comments by his teacher said. Tim is brilliant. (Now just hand in your homework!)
The award for the funniest sayings could definitely go to any one of the kids when they were 3 and 4. But, since these awards are for 2010 I'll have to go with ETHAN. I mean really, when you describe your self as a Cool, Awesome, Medium-Biggish Boy what else can you do.
Consequently ETHAN also wins the award for the best use of adjectives.
TIM earns the award for knowing the most digits of pi. Unfortunately since the rest of us only know it to 3.14159265 we really don't know if he is just making up numbers or not.
The award for the most excited to go back to math class...well that might be a draw, but considering SIERRA stalked the mailbox for 3 weeks straight to find out her grade, I think she has the edge and will receive the honor this time.
The award for having the most books on hold at the library at any one time would go to EMILY. Though, Sierra, Tim and Savanna are nipping at her heels for how many books read already this summer. (It's a lot!)
ETHAN wins the award for best helper around the house. Overheard, "Hey Dad, I have my hat, now how can I help you?"
TIM wins the award for having the cleanest room. Yeah, I don't know how it happened either.
SAVANNA wins the award for being most brave. Enough said.
Who is the best at...
And, who was the worst at...
So here they are the best and worst of awards July 2010.
The best sleeper as a Baby goes to SAVANNA closely followed by Ethan, then a tie with Emily and Tim and by far the worst Sierra.
The best puker goes to SIERRA. She lives on the top bunk but you can still count on her to make it to the bathroom. The worst--Tim...he knows why and so do the stairs.
The best eater goes to SAVANNA, I mean really when you have to say, 'No more broccoli until you eat your hot dog' it's a dead give away. The worst would definitely have gone to Emily as a toddler--the only food groups acceptable at that age was yogurt, milk, cheese and peaches. Thankfully, she's grown out of that.
The most creative come-backs goes to SIERRA. She regularly pulls a one-liner to put her older teasing brother or sister back in line. She can definitely hold her own.
The most dependable would go to EMILY. She only has to be told ONCE for jobs (usually) and creates the best times for her brothers and sisters. She would say that's boring. But I think it's cool in a fun happy way.
The most dramatic would also go to EMILY as well. I don't think it necessarily has to do with her short life in theater as an orphan in Annie or the Snake in Jungle Book, but it might be.
The kid that learned the most and got the worst grade would be TIM. Though his grade was barely registered (2 on a scale of 0-10) the comments by his teacher said. Tim is brilliant. (Now just hand in your homework!)
The award for the funniest sayings could definitely go to any one of the kids when they were 3 and 4. But, since these awards are for 2010 I'll have to go with ETHAN. I mean really, when you describe your self as a Cool, Awesome, Medium-Biggish Boy what else can you do.
Consequently ETHAN also wins the award for the best use of adjectives.
TIM earns the award for knowing the most digits of pi. Unfortunately since the rest of us only know it to 3.14159265 we really don't know if he is just making up numbers or not.
The award for the most excited to go back to math class...well that might be a draw, but considering SIERRA stalked the mailbox for 3 weeks straight to find out her grade, I think she has the edge and will receive the honor this time.
The award for having the most books on hold at the library at any one time would go to EMILY. Though, Sierra, Tim and Savanna are nipping at her heels for how many books read already this summer. (It's a lot!)
ETHAN wins the award for best helper around the house. Overheard, "Hey Dad, I have my hat, now how can I help you?"
TIM wins the award for having the cleanest room. Yeah, I don't know how it happened either.
SAVANNA wins the award for being most brave. Enough said.
The END
Sunday, June 27, 2010
What color is your hair mom?
Savanna innocently asks me this evening:
"Blonde", I reply.
Savanna's puzzled look spreads over her face.
"Well it looks gray".
I answer, "well there might be some gray, I am going to be OLD tomorrow."
She asks again, "I want to color your hair, what color should I use?"
"Well, how about a little yellow and a little brown."
"AND GRAY!", she responds.
Sigh...yes...and gray. ;) Happy Birthday tomorrow...to me, as I near death, and totally gray hair.
"Blonde", I reply.
Savanna's puzzled look spreads over her face.
"Well it looks gray".
I answer, "well there might be some gray, I am going to be OLD tomorrow."
She asks again, "I want to color your hair, what color should I use?"
"Well, how about a little yellow and a little brown."
"AND GRAY!", she responds.
Sigh...yes...and gray. ;) Happy Birthday tomorrow...to me, as I near death, and totally gray hair.
Explanation
Super Recycling boy is real. Please don't ask Ethan to recycle anything. He doesn't DO that. However, if you yell in a sing songy voice full of need and desire. "Oh Super Awesome Recycling Boy" You will soon have a real live superhero to take care of all your recycling needs.
In short...It's awesome.
(Now tell me the truth...don't you think he NEEDS a cape?)
((And yes I KNOW the dangers of capes i.e. The Incredibles))
(((But STILL...it would BE. SO. CUTE scratch that AWESOME)))
(Now tell me the truth...don't you think he NEEDS a cape?)
((And yes I KNOW the dangers of capes i.e. The Incredibles))
(((But STILL...it would BE. SO. CUTE scratch that AWESOME)))
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Life is pain Highness...
That line in Princess Bride seemed funnier then. We all have pain. No surprise there. Some pain we can share. Some pain can be eased by writing to the world. Some pain is deep inside. Some pain rocks you to the core to find out where your core really is. Some, can't be shared. I realize a post like this might seem self indulgent. And it probably is in a way, but maybe not in the way you think. You see, isn't a lot of pain eased by understanding? The problem is, we can't understand what we don't know. Even when we tell people about 'our' pain, they might nod their heads and say yeah, I get it. And they might...they might have gone through something similar and they might really 'get' it. But can anyone really "GET" all your pain? I know of one.
Christ, Jesus.
He actually suffered our pain. Not pain 'like' ours. But ours. Your's, mine, all of ours. Funny that pain brought on by other's choices leads us to so many other choices. Sometimes choices are misunderstood. Sometimes, pain is misunderstood. I know of one that encourages the grip that these painful choices make on us. Someone that glees in our pain. I also know he is shortsided. Unfortunately, I can not see the future either. I can not 'see' that all our pain will be healed one day. I can IMAGINE it. But, in art class my imaginations never translated to my projects. I have no guarantee.
I only have...FAITH.
FAITH, in God the Eternal Father.
Interestingly, HE is the one that CAN see. He is the one that can look upon a heart. He is the one that can heal. So what better place than to put my trust, my faith.
And while I can't share the source of my pain, I can share the balm. How do you ease the pain in your life? How do you place your trust? How do you heal, the seemingly unhealable wounds? How do you deal with the pain?
Christ, Jesus.
He actually suffered our pain. Not pain 'like' ours. But ours. Your's, mine, all of ours. Funny that pain brought on by other's choices leads us to so many other choices. Sometimes choices are misunderstood. Sometimes, pain is misunderstood. I know of one that encourages the grip that these painful choices make on us. Someone that glees in our pain. I also know he is shortsided. Unfortunately, I can not see the future either. I can not 'see' that all our pain will be healed one day. I can IMAGINE it. But, in art class my imaginations never translated to my projects. I have no guarantee.
I only have...FAITH.
FAITH, in God the Eternal Father.
Interestingly, HE is the one that CAN see. He is the one that can look upon a heart. He is the one that can heal. So what better place than to put my trust, my faith.
And while I can't share the source of my pain, I can share the balm. How do you ease the pain in your life? How do you place your trust? How do you heal, the seemingly unhealable wounds? How do you deal with the pain?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Hey I do have a picture.
Shared with permission from Zazoosh:
View Photos from Little Red Riding Hood
I look so bikerish...not.
View Photos from Little Red Riding Hood
I look so bikerish...not.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I did do it...
Only 18 miles, but I DID do my bike race/ride. That's all. Just wanted to update my for my posterity that I did indeed, though I thought about not finished a goal. Done. Yeah.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Conversations to {not} have
Driving down the road my phone rang and I answered it. (Don't look at me like that Joan!) :) It was my insurance guy. I had to get a new one because the old one up and retired (the guy not the insurance). Totally bummed :( It was nice to have an insurance guy you knew. But back to the story. My new insurance guy that doesn't know me AT. ALL. says, I got your message that you would like to add a vehicle to your policy. Why yes I would, I remark. Ok, do you have the VIN number Which is really asking do you have the vehicle identification number number, but I that's ok, I don't really think he was slurring his speech on purpose so I proceeded with {out} caution. Yes I do...but, I'm driving right now so I can't get it for you. Then...
OH...I guess I shouldn't tell my car insurance guy that I talk on the cell phone while I drive should I?
*Pause*
He responds: Well, no I guess not, but it's not like we all don't do it anyway!
I think I'll like this guy. :)
OH...I guess I shouldn't tell my car insurance guy that I talk on the cell phone while I drive should I?
*Pause*
He responds: Well, no I guess not, but it's not like we all don't do it anyway!
I think I'll like this guy. :)
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Random Updates
This is the face of a girl that made her first goal of the season in her last game to help her team go undefeated. She often spends a lot of time on the defensive end of the field and she did make a spectacular block on a penalty kick as well.

This is the face of a girl peeking through the crowd to find Mom and Dad looking back. She sang her heart out at the Kindergarten Hero's program. Meanwhile Mom cried her eyes out. They sang First Grade, First Grade (to the tune of New York, New York) Her teacher told me Savanna cried everytime they practiced...she made it through just fine in her performance but I didn't. Of course it didn't help that the also sang The Hero Lies Inside and I'm Proud to Be an American. Just not fair to emotion ridden mom.

OTHER FUN THINGS THIS WEEK:
Sierra's Celebration of Learning complete with readings from her first Sci-Fi Novel read in spotlighted darkness and fog from a fog machine.
We learned the truth about Ethan's noise allergy. It's not TOO much noise he's allergic to, it's not enough.
Tim has only 8 days until his school camping/river rafting trip starts.
Looking forward to another Celebration of Learning for Tim and Emily and a band concert to round the year out.
I can't believe summer is here already. Overall this year went by way too fast.

Fancy footwork...her specialty.
The SCORE!
THE SMILES!
I almost didn't bring my camera...forgot it, then went home. But on the way, I said, well I didn't bring my camera so I guess that means you'll score today and she nodded in the affirmative. I snuck home and brought it anyway...so glad I did. :)

The SCORE!

THE SMILES!
I almost didn't bring my camera...forgot it, then went home. But on the way, I said, well I didn't bring my camera so I guess that means you'll score today and she nodded in the affirmative. I snuck home and brought it anyway...so glad I did. :)This is the face of a girl peeking through the crowd to find Mom and Dad looking back. She sang her heart out at the Kindergarten Hero's program. Meanwhile Mom cried her eyes out. They sang First Grade, First Grade (to the tune of New York, New York) Her teacher told me Savanna cried everytime they practiced...she made it through just fine in her performance but I didn't. Of course it didn't help that the also sang The Hero Lies Inside and I'm Proud to Be an American. Just not fair to emotion ridden mom.


This is the face of a 'Cool, Awesome, Medium Biggish' Boy wearing his 'Very Handsome' (not the shirt itself--just makes him that way) shirt, graduating from Joyschool.
This is how Ethan 'looks at the camera for me...just don't make eye contact!
This is how Ethan 'looks at the camera for me...just don't make eye contact!
OTHER FUN THINGS THIS WEEK:
Sierra's Celebration of Learning complete with readings from her first Sci-Fi Novel read in spotlighted darkness and fog from a fog machine.
We learned the truth about Ethan's noise allergy. It's not TOO much noise he's allergic to, it's not enough.
Tim has only 8 days until his school camping/river rafting trip starts.
Looking forward to another Celebration of Learning for Tim and Emily and a band concert to round the year out.
I can't believe summer is here already. Overall this year went by way too fast.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
What are the odds...
That we will make it to church in time for me to say the opening prayer as opposed to last time, when I sat down just as the song ended and someone else stood to pray for me. :) Our new second counselor better hope the stars align tomorrow!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
It's all about LOVE...
Some 50+ years married love
Last weekend I traveled with my aunt and uncle, Ray and Joy. It was a long trip 9-10 hours each way leaves a lot of talking time. I've always had a soft spot for my favorite Aunt and uncle, but this trip reminded me why. They have been married for over a half century. My aunt Joy has needed supplemental oxygen for the last 3 years. Ray teared up remembering how he almost lost her, he was quick and dedicated to make sure her needs were always taken care of. They like to joke together. He says, "If you don't wear your oxygen don't come running to me for help. But he was quick to add, DO send someone else." They know life is precious and fleeting, they are making the most of it. Joy still laughs at Ray's corny jokes. I do too. She matter of factly explains that she is a fast eater and he is slow. In their early days she might have cleared the table before he was done eating, they recognize their differences and embrace them. As we talked Joy mentioned they had never been a walk close together, hold hands kind of couple, but the rear view mirror seemed to sum it up. Objects in mirror are closer than they appear. They for sure are.
Last weekend I traveled with my aunt and uncle, Ray and Joy. It was a long trip 9-10 hours each way leaves a lot of talking time. I've always had a soft spot for my favorite Aunt and uncle, but this trip reminded me why. They have been married for over a half century. My aunt Joy has needed supplemental oxygen for the last 3 years. Ray teared up remembering how he almost lost her, he was quick and dedicated to make sure her needs were always taken care of. They like to joke together. He says, "If you don't wear your oxygen don't come running to me for help. But he was quick to add, DO send someone else." They know life is precious and fleeting, they are making the most of it. Joy still laughs at Ray's corny jokes. I do too. She matter of factly explains that she is a fast eater and he is slow. In their early days she might have cleared the table before he was done eating, they recognize their differences and embrace them. As we talked Joy mentioned they had never been a walk close together, hold hands kind of couple, but the rear view mirror seemed to sum it up. Objects in mirror are closer than they appear. They for sure are.Grandma Love
Nothing quite like holding your granddaughter for the first time. I know Joy has waited a long time for this opportunity and frankly I teared up watching them.Granddaughter Love
This picture says it all though. Baby Amelia loves her grandmother too.Grandpa Love
Ray was not shy to hold the little one. I'm not sure, but he may have been singing one of his famous songs. One that probably made Amelia's mother roll her eyes. It made me smile.Little Boy Love
A good friend Carol and her son Andrew came along as well. Carol helped me drive and Andrew entertained us. Their love touched me as well. Carol, is a mother to emulate. She is kind, patient, full of listening, inventive, firm, supportive, and many more things. I really loved watching them interact. Here they are counting up how many red cars we passed on the way down. Tip to the wise...Unless you want to go broke, go with yellow cars! First Time Mommy Love
It was a real treat to see my cousin Sharon in action as a Mom for the first time. She has embraced all the ins and outs of motherhood and does an excellent job. This picture evokes the emotion of motherhood for me.First Time Daddy Love
Sometimes Dad's are unsure as how to jump into the parenting process. Not so with Ken. He is a champion Dad, has the rocking and shushing routine down pat. He will be an excellent guide for Amelia.Happy Family Love
What more could a baby ask for but two attentive, loving, dedicated parents. Yep, she's one lucky girl and you know what? I think she knows it.I'm one lucky girl too. Left home to their own devices, my family managed to not only survive but thrive. Emily had the kids up and ready for school on time, Mike took off work to have a Dad day with Ethan, food, clothing, baths were executed. The house was cleaned up for my arrival home and I was greeted with these timeless Mother's day cards.


Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Details...
First off, I used to be funny. Remember this post? or this one? Yeah, for some reason I'm not funny any more. It is now a goal of mine to be funny again. Thankfully I don't want to be an OVER achiever, so my post tonight does not count.
Here's a question for you. Is it more work for a Mom to get a whole family ready for a weekend trip, or just a weekend trip for Mom and leaving the rest of the crew home?
BZZZZZ Yes...it is MORE work to leave everyone home.
Same amount of laundry...
More food planning (them and me.)
More coordination (rides to this that the other, walking schedules, babysitting schedules, carpool coordination, soccer practices, birthday parties etc. etc. etc.)
Same amount of work related last minute customer servicing.
The good news is that I get to leave on a fun-filled weekend visiting my favorite cousin, her graduating husband and their adorable baby.
I get to drive with an awesome friend and my favorite aunt and uncle.
I get to worry about the stress of the next few days and then leave it. (I've already told my friend I'll feel all that Mommy guilt until I hit Layton (10 minutes away) then I'm done and it will be fun, fun fun.
{You know what is not fair? There is no Daddy guilt when they leave for a weekend.}
I get to take my camera to a beautiful place and photograph some beautiful people.
I might get to see my sister in law and my 5 month baby nephew that I haven't seen yet. (cross your fingers on this one)
I get to drive in my new car.
Yes you heard that right...we have a new car. It doesn't seem new, I've driven many times before, it's comfortable and will take some time until it's not 'Joan's car' anymore, but the kid's are already sold on it.
I guess some thanks are in order...
THANKS MIKE! for making this weekend happen for me. :) You are the best.
THANKS EMILY! for all that you will do this weekend.
THANKS JOAN! for last minute help and babysitting and just being you.
THANKS Tara! for babysitting and an ear to lend.
THANKS Paula! for carpooling and coordinating and all that.
THANKS CAROL, for being my co-driver.
THANKS SHARON for having a baby so we can come visit.
Oh yeah...and THANKS SAVANNA! for losing your first tooth the night BEFORE I left so I didn't feel bad about missing it. :)
Here's a question for you. Is it more work for a Mom to get a whole family ready for a weekend trip, or just a weekend trip for Mom and leaving the rest of the crew home?
BZZZZZ Yes...it is MORE work to leave everyone home.
Same amount of laundry...
More food planning (them and me.)
More coordination (rides to this that the other, walking schedules, babysitting schedules, carpool coordination, soccer practices, birthday parties etc. etc. etc.)
Same amount of work related last minute customer servicing.
The good news is that I get to leave on a fun-filled weekend visiting my favorite cousin, her graduating husband and their adorable baby.
I get to drive with an awesome friend and my favorite aunt and uncle.
I get to worry about the stress of the next few days and then leave it. (I've already told my friend I'll feel all that Mommy guilt until I hit Layton (10 minutes away) then I'm done and it will be fun, fun fun.
{You know what is not fair? There is no Daddy guilt when they leave for a weekend.}
I get to take my camera to a beautiful place and photograph some beautiful people.
I might get to see my sister in law and my 5 month baby nephew that I haven't seen yet. (cross your fingers on this one)
I get to drive in my new car.
Yes you heard that right...we have a new car. It doesn't seem new, I've driven many times before, it's comfortable and will take some time until it's not 'Joan's car' anymore, but the kid's are already sold on it.
I guess some thanks are in order...
THANKS MIKE! for making this weekend happen for me. :) You are the best.
THANKS EMILY! for all that you will do this weekend.
THANKS JOAN! for last minute help and babysitting and just being you.
THANKS Tara! for babysitting and an ear to lend.
THANKS Paula! for carpooling and coordinating and all that.
THANKS CAROL, for being my co-driver.
THANKS SHARON for having a baby so we can come visit.
Oh yeah...and THANKS SAVANNA! for losing your first tooth the night BEFORE I left so I didn't feel bad about missing it. :)

{And please pray the Tooth Fairy remembers to come!}
Monday, May 3, 2010
Field Trip--Savanna Style!
I broke the rules and took Ethan on Savanna's field trip. I feel justified, though, as I was not allowed (or tortured) to ride the bus and I had to pay my own way, so why not...it's Dinosaur Park after all.
Here comes the bus!
Standing in line.
(She did her own hair today!)
Digging for bones.

No fear...nope no fear at all.

(Actually the little girl on the right had fear. She looked as if she would cry when she heard all the dinosaur sounds and first saw the mighty lizards. I assured her that they were just pretend. She worriedly asked if I was sure and when I said yes, she looked at me with a look of disgust and a said, in a normal but somewhat disillusioned voice, 'I was hoping they were real!'.
Stylin' posing!
The most DANGEROUS Creatures in the world!
Waiting...
Savanna's most excellent teacher.

A class that roars.
Here comes the bus!

Standing in line.
(She did her own hair today!)Digging for bones.

No fear...nope no fear at all.

(Actually the little girl on the right had fear. She looked as if she would cry when she heard all the dinosaur sounds and first saw the mighty lizards. I assured her that they were just pretend. She worriedly asked if I was sure and when I said yes, she looked at me with a look of disgust and a said, in a normal but somewhat disillusioned voice, 'I was hoping they were real!'.
Stylin' posing!
The most DANGEROUS Creatures in the world!
Waiting...

Savanna's most excellent teacher.

A class that roars.
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